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Find Me in the Dark

by Brian Bulger

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1.
Cancer 05:20
I watched it drip into your port a deadly medicine of sorts I watched your hair fall out, one by one Oh cancer what have you done? Don’t you dare say to me that you’re dying I can’t walk this earth while you’re in the dirt Don’t you dare say to me that you’re going Never meant to be this way take me back to better days Oh cancer what have you done? You looked me square in the face said I’m done with this place He cut your face out of every one Oh life what have you done You never did shout or shake your fists said, “I was born to die like this” Wholly broken, in pieces whole Oh my my, this was beautiful Oh my my, this has been beautiful Oh my my, this was beautiful  Oh my my, this was beautiful  Oh cancer what have you done?
2.
Widower 06:14
Been a righteous gentleman A man of many skins Tried to list them all But I don’t know where to begin Beggar, thief, a king Shepherd with a sling You can keep your sword and shield I don’t need anything I built a house my dear So I could keep you near A voice from above Was singin’, “have no fear” You were my consequence In this holy turn of events No need to overthink it ‘Cause love makes no sense Time seems to tell me, “There’s nothing left for you, so, slow down” Love used to be a friend But I don’t see much of him anymore We made a love so strong You made this coward belong Beauty and innocence Tell me what went wrong A sickness I couldn’t heal A sorrow that couldn’t be real Tell me there’s a reason for this Tell me what’s left to feel I thought that I’d done right But he still came in the night Tell me what must be done To forever hold you tight I had my money saved We picked our wedding day The Lord sure does give And He sure does take away
3.
I see your face in the water, the water and the trees When did we once call you daughter, sister of peace? And I stand here, and I shiver, I shiver in the cold And I open my eyes, to the picture that I used to know Children we walk to the flowers, covered in rose I'm closing my hands like a coward, to carry this ghost And I stand here, and I shiver, I shiver in the cold And I open my eyes to the picture, the picture you hold Joseph your brother is smiling, holding your hand Raised him like a mother, you listened, to understand And you stand there, and you shiver, shiver in the cold He was so scared, but you covered him, precious as gold Precious as gold I heard when it tapped on the leaves, and covered our home This rain of our fears poured down, and overflowed And we stood there, and we shivered, shivered in the cold And with all of my books and my figures, I should have known I should have known I'm searching the water and trees for the sound of your voice Stood in your grass and I listened, but now it's just noise God, I stand here and I shiver, I shiver in the cold And I open my eyes to the sister that I used to know
4.
Childhood 05:16
We were only seventeen, love was on our team We hit college and, seems like all our plans were faulty Life hits like a rock, something you cannot stop What happened to family? Think back to childhood, all the things we understood Seem make believe Make me believe Like a child, like a child Make me believe Like a child, like a child I’m done with fickle things, and petty arguing I wanna know the meaning Of life and death and love, and all I’m thinking of I need some clarity Though I don’t understand, I’d surely give my hand to you When you’re losing life, losing the reason why you believe You wrote me a letter today, all the things you wanted to say Spilling out like gasoline But I’m not one to ignite, no need to cower or fight Flashback to the days of our youth, There was a passion in my heart and I gave it to you I loved you like that I loved you like that

about

These songs are dedicated to my sister, Teresa, who passed away in a car accident on January 8th, 2016.
She was like a mother to me.
Her love made me into who I am today.

Musicians:

Acoustic & Vocals - Brian Bulger
Violin - Taylor Gibson
Cello - Aria Morton
Vocals - Lindsey Holbert
Electric & Bass - Matt Duffy
Drums - Luke Ford

Recorded in Springfield, MO at Whisper Studios.

Mastered by Ethereal Mastering.

Produced by Brian Bulger and Michael Palmquist.

All music and lyrics by Brian Bulger.

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released June 21, 2017

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Brian Bulger Springfield, Missouri

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